(Loss or Regret Poem)
Missing A Ghost
Was there ever a you who
Carried a gun
Hung with the Disciples
Spoke in Italian with a
Thin black cherry cigar hanging from the
Corner of your mouth?
Was there ever a you who
Rode a motorcycle but
Got hit by a car and
Broke both your legs
Sued the pants off the driver and
Became a millionaire but
Blew it all on cocaine after you
Got rehabbed and decided
To be a physical therapist for children or
Was it that you were only
doing community service for the
time when you shot a Naperville
cop?
Was there ever a you who
had two children that you
raised from birth until their
mother took them away and you
promised I would meet them
someday?
Was there ever a you who
rescued me from the streets like a
lost little puppy and got me
Taco Bell where you promised we’d be
brother and sister and stick
together forever
like macaroni and cheese
or was it only a dream?
Was there ever a you who
got the nickname of “Ghost” cause you
were the only white guy in the hood
or was it really because
you never existed
at all?
I still call you my brother
Do you still say I’m your sister
Or did you forget me like
Jamie and Brian or
were they only the figments of
your imagination
and would that mean that I’m a ghost too?
Will you always show up in my
poems and my stories as
Villains and heroes or
will I forget you
and will I regret you someday?